{"product_id":"gentle-no-wanting-what-wasnt-for-me","title":"Gentle No: Wanting What Wasn't for Me","description":"\u003cp\u003eAs the eldest child born to a single mother, I was parentified at a young age. On the weekends when my mother worked as a nurse at the local hospital and all I wanted to do was be a kid, I was responsible for my younger brother and sister. That included everything from getting them dressed to feeding them and making sure they were safe. Growing up, I became increasingly more and more convinced that I never wanted children of my own. Instead, I concentrated on establishing a career and experiencing a life that did not include children. That was until I met and married Luis. Then a shift occurred, and my heart expanded to embrace the possibility. What unfolded next, over the course of many years, was an emotional and spiritual journey to conceive a child that required me to look into the depths of my very soul and ultimately to get real with God. In The Gentle No: Wanting What Wasn't for Me, the reader is invited to experience a pivotal time in my life while considering this question: \"What happens if you never get the thing that you have waited and prayed for?\" Through disappointment and heartbreak, this is a story that stands firmly on Romans 8:28: \"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.\"\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Syreeta L Carrington","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46337767571692,"sku":"9798893457858","price":14.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0684\/1791\/3068\/files\/9798893457858.jpg?v=1743718175","url":"https:\/\/intl.allstora.com\/products\/gentle-no-wanting-what-wasnt-for-me","provider":"Allstora","version":"1.0","type":"link"}